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2009-07-04T23:45:00.000-07:00

BOO !
it's been a long time that i didnt blog .
baby i think this will be a surprise to u ?
HAHAS . :D
let me start from our genting trip ! :D
quite long ago alr though .
that time only got me and my wifey go :D
its our honeymoon trip .
hahahas .
lots of dramatic things happen down there .
LOL .
and we even play all type of scary rides down there .
its so fun !
but we didnt get to play the indoor theme park .
cause keep alot ppl .
we lazy to wait also .
the day before we go back singapore we went to play the tower thingy .
i dont what's that call .
its like sit there then it will move all the way up .
then hang on top of the tower for a few seconds .
the view was so nice up there .
but only can enjoy the view for a few seconds .
and we drop all the way down alr . LOL .
and the way my laopo scream was sooo cute !!
i will never forget the face .
hahahas .
and we play flying coaster .
it was like keep turning round and round .
but the feeling so shiokk .
veri windy also .
LOL .
if u try keep playing i confirm will vomit . x.x
hahas .
all is soooooooooo fun . :D
and both of us go there smoke like free flow 1 . LOL .
only sg 5 dollar . -_-
but the clothes there so ex . x.x
i still think can go there shop .
but i see the price tag i sian half alr .
LOL .
so didnt spend much down there .
got 1 night we went to pizza hut for our dinner .
their food sucks .
plus the waiter like want to fight with me .
LOL .
i will not forget his jiao bin .
hope he wont see me at singapore .
baaas .
that time laopo keep ask me to relax only .
if not i sure give him jia lat jia lat .
confirm take 1 long stick poke his sai kang .
!@##!#!$
okay . i shall stop this topic .
that was our 5th month anniversary trip though .
i had so much fun there with my baby .
after that genting trip .
next day baby jiu start working le .
and i had to book in alr too .
so didnt have much time to blog about it .
then my next book out was on friday .
damn sian lohs .
friday book out sat night jiu book in .
then my 6 days field camp .
and yesterday just come back only .
and this coming tuesday baby got off .
finally can go out with her le !
sooooooooo happy ~
baby uhh ~
i going to clean up my room le . :D
i shall stop the blogging here .
baby wo ai ni ~~~~~~~~
mwacks ! :D

2009-05-31T05:01:00.000-07:00

baby !
see i got blog for u ! hehes . :D
Although is quite last minute .
hahas .
this update is just for u ! :D
Next week will going genting le .
Happy not ?
hehes .
tonight if u go back ur dad scold u or say anything must let me know kays . (:
dont always keep things to yourself .
sometimes u must just share with me alright ? (:
just now u asked me so many questions .
now i will answer with my true answer . (:
you asked me .
why i so love u .
Cause you're always dote me .
You care for me .
You putted me in the first place .
You can just do anything cause of me .
That's why i love u so so so much baby . :D
next question .
why i get bored of u ?
of course not !
you are my precious baby nehs !
how can i get bored of u .
if this few month already get bored of u .
how am i gonna get to my wish .. which is get marry with u .
right not ?
hahas .
why u suddenly come in ?! T_T
i wanted to give u a surprise de nehs .
boooo ~
now u already know i blog le . D:
nvm .
i shall just carry on !
hahahas .
baby never ever think negative things btw us kays ?
i know u been thinking ever since last week we had a quarrel .
we've been quarreling about small things .
so shall stop all this small quarrels kays .
i know we dont want to spoil this relationship btw us .
we must last long kays .
our 5th mth will be celebrating at genting .
this will be a veri memorable holiday in my whole life . :D
i love you baby .
i shall stop here . :D
BYEE ~

2009-04-26T04:03:00.000-07:00

Blog Blogg ~!! :DD
Yesterday i reach home around 1.30pm .
Then i quickly go bath and get prepare to go out . :D
Went to meet clarence at batok .
Slack awhile .
And claud arrive .
Then we went to westmall to play ddr .
Play till around 6pm .
Then they say want go meet shani to slack .
Then i say anything .
Cause i thought laopo off work at 10 .
But in the end .
6.30 she called me .
Ask me where i am .
And she say she off work le .
I was kinda shock .
Then i meet her at jp at 7.30 .
Went i reach there .
She was smoking .
So i go smoke also .
Then we go walk walk .
Hahahs .
Went to buy slippers .
Then after that she accompany me to look around for a black watch .
After buying .
We went to makan ~ :DD
After makan jiu cab back home le .
Didnt do much things today also .
Time like so rushing .
Sians .
But next week booking out on thursday night !
Yay ~ :DD
I love public holidayss ~~
Hahahahs .
Next book out gonna celebrate our 4th month anni le !
Weeee ~
But still thinking where to go .
Hahahas .
Sians lohs !
2 weeks field camp le ...
Sigh .
2 weeks cannot meet my laopo !!! T_T
Laopo uh ~
Must take care when i in field camp kays .
Remeber to take out your lens when you at home hor !!
Always get eyes infection de . ><
Then cant contact you also .
Sad lohs . ):
Will miss you lots lots !
Must miss me also hor . :D
Dont anyhow run hor ~
If you feel like going pub .
We can go next week . :D
I promise i will bring u go de . :D
Hehes .
Everyday must rest early uh .
You already start working le .
You sleeping time must change le wor .
Cannot always sleep during midnight .
You sure will very tired when you working de . ):
Must get enough rest hor .
Today see you like so tired . ):
See le also heart pain . D:
I booking in soon .
Will call you at night de ! :D
Love you lots !
Love you till i flying to heaven le !
Love you till i die !
You're my life laopo . :D
Mwacks .

2009-04-12T03:51:00.000-07:00

im here to blog before i book in ! :D
Laopo uh laopo !
Thanks for the dinner on thursday .
You really gave me a surprise .
And i really enjoy it . :D
I see now your wallet and got no money le .
So i put some money in your wallet .
So that this week you still can go out walk walk .
Or find friends slack .
Then dont need scared no money go out . :D
But of course is not for you to spend all in a day .
If not later you got nth to do for the whole weekdays again .
Yesterday bring you go sit singapore flyer do you feel happy ? :D
Now wont feel so sua ku le bahs .
Hahahahahas . :x
Must remember to eat your medicine on time hor !
Later you go back home see this must eat uh !
If not i will call you and keep fan you . :D
Next week night then can book out .
Also dunno where can go . ):
You think of places then can go kays . :D
Hahas .
I lazy think . :x
Nothing much to say already .
Happy 3rd month anni in advance darling ! :D
Love you lots ~
Mwacks mwacks !
I go prepare my stuffs already .
Byebye ! :D

2009-04-05T01:56:00.000-07:00

Finally update my blog ! :D
I hate 3SIR ! !
LOL .
Is siong de lohs .
I hate chiong sua ! T_T
Everyday in camp miss my laopo ! ):
This coming week can book out on thursday night ! :D
Soooo happppppy ~
Can pei laopo longer !
Hahas .
Yesterday went to vivo with laopo !
Go there eat pasta mania . ;D
Actually want to catch a movie .
But slot full if not jiu shi need to sit at the first 2 row .
So we never watch .
Laopo sian half lohs .
See her sian i also sian . ):
Then today rain .
Cant watch again .
Dont know when then can go watch .
Next week gonna celebrate our early 3rd month ! :D
Cause our 3rd month i will be in camp . ):
Hais hais hais !
Inside de training is tough de lohs .
Morning 4.30 need wake up prepare already -_- .
Everyday also not enough sleep for me .
But i kinda use to it already .
Then today i ask my mom buy redbull .
Can boost my energy already ! :D
Then wont so tired le ! :D
IPPT is this coming tuesday !
Must pass or at least get a silver !
If not have to stay back for stupid RT .
Must pray hard that i can pass .
Laopo uh !
Dont go do stupid things hor .
You should know what im refering to .
You ask me dont do .
You also cannot uh !
What if 1 day suay suay tio caught .
Not everyday so heng de lehs .
I in camp also cant look after you .
Hais hais .
Must guai guai listen to me hor .
I damn worry lohs . ):
Must change this bad habbit kays . :D
Good friday bring you go out play ! :D
Oh yeah ..
You this few days also not feeling well .
Must take good care of your health hor .
Drink more water !
If this coming week you fall sick again .
I sureeeeee bring you go see doctor .
No matter how ti ki you are also no use de . :x
Okay left 3 more hours i need to book in already .
I shall end here .
Is time to accompany my wife le ! :D
Bye peeps .
Laopo ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily !!!!!!! <3

2009-03-12T13:15:00.000-07:00

Yay im here to blog before i go ns ! :D
Been sticking to my laopo this few days .
Hahahahas . :D
Laopo uhh !
Must guai guai listen to your parents when im not around kays .
Don't always run around and make your parents worry .
If you huai dan wo hui da ni pigu de hor ! :D
Damn it my ang kong damn itchy . LOL .
Okay go back to the topic . LOL .
When you having eyes infection please take care of your eyes .
Don't be so stubborn always don't take out lens .
Just because of your make ups ..
Don't spoil your pretty eyes kays . :D
Please don't keep jump around at my bed . LOL .
Hahahahahas .
Laopo you so cute lohs ! :D
Like 1 monkey so active one . :x
Few more hours .
I will be in camp already .
I don't know if i can take it not .
Cause of my ang kong like this .
But i will make sure i wont get myself into any trouble .
Cause i want faster book out and meet you ! :D
My first book out i will straight go find you de !
Even if you're working i also will go to your working place .
Gei siao buy dress . LOL !! :D
I will very miss you when im in camp .
Every day , hour , mins and even sec !
I will also miss your armpit smell !
Hahahahas .
This 2 years let's just treat it as a test for us . :D
We must pass this test cannot fail hor ! :D
Laopo wo ai ni many many many ! :DDD
YAO XIANG WO O ~ ^o^

2009-03-08T08:58:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna blog about yesterday ! Which is Saturday . ;D

Morning 11am+ wake up .

And i wake laopo up ~

Hahas .

And we prepare till around 1pm+ if i'm not wrong . o.o

Afterwards cab down to sentosa .

Reach there .

We took some photos . :D

We was like kinda lost our way to imbiah 4D matrix . :o

So we was like tourist that never come sentosa before .

Keep looking at the map like retarded . LOL !

Finally we found the 4D Matrix place . :D

And we took some pictures in the cinema . :D

I dunno why i was like keep shouting . LOL !

Then laopo keep bite me . ):

HAHAHS . :x

I dunno how to explain with the 4D matrix .

But is like those bees and animals will attack you or whatever shit . LOL -_-

I kiasu never play before . LOL .

After that we went to eat our lunch ! ;D

We both had fish and chips for our lunch .

While eating lunch the weather is changing . ):

It started to rain .

And almost everything we cannot play .

So we went to find smoking area .

Smoked and go toilet .

And we decided to go to the Singapore Images ! LOL .

I keep di siao . -_-

I dun feel like saying wat i did also .

HAHAHAS .

Cause it's really retard . :D

But at least i make my laopo laughs . ;D

Here's some pictures !

Those wax look real !

But too bad then cant talk . LOL .

They are illegal immigrants !

THEY DUN HAVE IC ! LOL . :x

Okay that's lame ... -_-

After we finish those walks inside the halls .

The rain stopping already !

So we go check the luge !

See whether can play not .

And yes !

Alot ppl start playing already .

So we go play also ~

It was fun ! I swear . :D

See my laopo smile dao so sweet ! HAHAS .

While playing i was speeding so that's no time to take any pics .

Only till ending . D:

Laopo was shouting all along . LOL .

Cause i think she keep almost buang bah .

Hahahas .

I keep wait for her . :D

After finish the luge .

We took the SkyRide !

Okay i was kinda scared of heights . LOL .

I dont dare to look down while riding up . -_-

Cause it really high . LOL .

Hahahahas !

While riding up at Tower 2 !

That's hidden camera . LOL .

And we give our retard pose !

And the camera flashed ! LOL .

Yes i bought the photos . :D

Too bad i got no scanner if not i will blog it too ! :D

Finally we reached back to the starting place of luge .

We went to sit Tiger Sky Tower . :D
There are so many indians !

And they are like so kiasu .

Typical singaporeans . -_-

Keep squeeze around .

Like the chairs will run away . LOL .

Duhh . Sky tower is not like mrt -_- .

Okay whatever . LOL .

So we went in . Found our sits . :D

There's a china baby keep crying .

He keep shouting for his Grandma . :o

Then his mom was like keep sayang him .

Hahahas .

And we start takings pictures again ! :D

There's alot more . But i cant find those pictures in my com . -_-

The view of singapore is nice . :D

When you're on the top .

You see everything just like a toy .

Hahas .

After the 10mins of viewing .

I decided to go to the underwater world ! :D

Then we like so kiasu .

Faster go to the bus stand .

Cause there are alot indians squeezing -_- .

LOL .

Reached there the bus just went off .

So we waited for another 1 . :D

When we reach underwater world .

There is like so beautiful . :D

With those romantic musics .

Hahahas . :DD

And yes ! Pictures again ! LOL .

After exploring .

We went out and bought a drink .

Seat down and smoke . :D

And saw peacocks walking around .

Hahahahas .

Smoke finish .

Went to take cab . ;D

Cabbed to my house ! :D

And faster get bath and so on .

Get ourself prepared .

And cab down to haji lane meet up with Teckyee, Byran, JianCao, Annie and her friend .

Cause we was kinda late .

So everything also need to rush .

Reached there .

Went to smoke sheesha . :D

Smoke till around 9pm+ Zongyao joined us .

Then slack there till around 10.30 .

We went to boat quay for drinks . :D

We took train to raffles and walked to boat quay .

Then some of them hungry .

We to mac for dinner . :D

After finish our mac .

Zongyao ask me to help him buy cig .

So i went to 7 11 buy for him .

And we walked to Vogue .

Reached there .

Laopo order Martell and mixtures . :D

And order some songs .

Then teckyee asked for poker cards .

And we started playing and drinking . :D

Starting we play Blackjack .

Wow .

I was the banker . -_-

Lose must drink .

And starting i already need to tah 1 cup . LOL .

Cause laopo get 2 As . And Bryan get BlackJack . -_-

Was kinda shag . LOL .

Not in the luck bah .

Hahahas .

Then played for a few rounds .

Teckyee request to play indian poker . LOL .

I keep sabo him .

Evil laughs - :x

Then jiancao ask me play 5 10 15 20 with her gf . -_-

Okay im damn noob in it . LOL .

I lose dao i drink about 4 Cups of martell . LOL .

Then next is jiancao ask me play .

Starting was playing with mixtures .

Then behind play On The Rock already .

Hahahas .

Was kinda high .

But didnt get drunk . :D

So played for awhile .

We went to smoke .

Then smoke finish .

We go in play pool .

Hahahahas .

I tag with zongyao .

And teckyee with bryan .

First round we lose .

But ! 2nd round we won !

But also tyco 1 . LOL !

Play finish our pool we go back to our sits .

And is already 1am+ .

We waited for everyone to come back .

And sang birthday song to my laopo . :D

Hahahas .

Hope she had fun . :D

Sang finish we drink again .

Then play cards again .

The stupid 007 -_- .

LOL .

Okay that was stupid .

But it's really fun . :D

Play till we drink finish our martell .

So laopo asked for bills .

Then all kup money .

Bill payed .

Went to smoke again . :D

And talk cock for awhile .

And annie not feeling well .

So jiancao send her back first .

Then we smoke 1 more cig .

Finish smoking .

All went back home . :D

Zongyao take cab with bryan .

And teckyee with me and laopo .

That's all for the day ! :D
4 more days to my enlistment day .

I will be missing my bros and my beloved wife .

Laopo must take good care while im not around with you .

The silliness of you will make me worry . ):

And dont always say you wanna die .

I will feel sad . D:

Cause in the future you still have to be my wife !

So dont always say you wanna die hor !!

If i hear you say again i will tickle you for 4 hours ! :P

Kays gonna go get some sleep soon .

Tomorrow still got tattoo session at 12pm .

Laopo must wait for me to come out of ns hor !! :DD

Happy birthday in advance !

I love you . :D

Mwacks .

Bye peeps . (:

2009-03-04T09:02:00.000-08:00

Finally i got a time to blog ! ;D

Monday went out with my laopo !

HAHAHAHAHA .

And we wore our couple T ! :D

Actually i wanna go for my tattoo session but the tattooist keep put me areoplane -_- .

So forget it . LOL .

I went out with laopo .

Go wash photos and we bought a couple watch ! :DD

We like see so long then bought this watch .

LOL .

Cause i dunno how to see is nice not -_- .

Hahahaha .

Okay next day -_- .

Tuesday .

Was quite a boring day for me .

Woke up at around 3+ in the afternoon .

Then called the tattooist again .

He die die dont pick up my call . LOL !
Then i keep bomb him until around 7+ .

Then damn pek cek .

Went to play DDR with Claud .

About 8+ Andy joined us .

Play till around 8+ going 9 .

We went to smoke .

Then i msged the tattooist again .

And he reply me -_- .

Say he not feeling well .

LOL .

After that my laopo say his dad want ask me about ang kong stuffs .

Then ask me go her house stay overnight .

So i went home and prepare to go meet her .

Cabbed down to DG .

And met laopo and teckyee .

Okay . .

Somehow my laopo say i scolded her .

LOL .

Cause when i reach there i see her hair extention .

A few become pink colour -_- .

Then i say say step ah lian and stuffs .

LOL .

Which i ownself also dunno why i will say those words .

Maybe i was kinda mood swing .

I dunno .

But laopo i dun mean it .

Dun take it so hard . D:

After smoked about 2stick .

And trained to laopo's house .

Today ~

Is a shopping day for me and my laopo !

MWAHAHAHAH . :D

Quite a fun day .

Bought my armani xchange wallet and laopo bought her gucci bag . :D

After that went to eat our dinner . :D

Ate fish and chips .

Then we went to wisma and see porter bag .

Laopo say that design not bad .

Then i see already .

Also think buay pai .

So i decided to buy .

And now my wallet burn already .

Going kok song liao .

HAHAHAHAHAHA .

After buying we cabbed down to marina square and watch movie .

Watch 1 stupid show call " He's just not that into you " .

I dunno the title right anot .

LOL .

Abit funny lohs .

But quite a horny show .

Keep talk about sex .

LOL !

After watch finish .

We cabbed down laopo's house .

Then i cabbed home . :D

After i reach home .

I saw a big surprise !

My dad bought me a Giorgio Armani PERFUME ! :D

Smell nice !

Which i saw just now at paragon when with my laopo . :D

AND THAT'S ALL FOR THE DAY ! :D

Bye peeps !

LAOPO LAOPO ! I CANT WAIT TILL SATURDAY ! :DDD

LOVE YOU MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY MANY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHA ! :D

2009-02-28T00:28:00.000-08:00

Yay ~

Im here to blog .

Yesterday around midnight went for jogging with my bros .

After that went home and get prepared to meet my laopo .

While waiting used com for awhile .

Then around 7+ i walked to the bus stop and wait for her .

Waited for around 17mins .

Then she arrive we went to eat breakfast .

After that go to bukit timah shopping centre to service her lappy .

But starting i bring her go wrong shopping mall . -_-

We went to bukit timah plaza .

ROFL .

After that slowly walk back .

After service we cab to my house . -_-

Thats so lame right .

Hahahas !Reached my place .

She keep want use com .

Then i dun let her use . :x

Cause she whole day nvr sleep !

Baas !

Then i keep want her to sleep .

But she keep sa jiao say want use com . -_-

So i gave up and let her use .

Then i start stoning .

After that she say i dun care her . -_-

Okay whatever ~

After that both went to sleep .

Around 2+ we woke up .

And faster get prepared .

She got an appointment at city hall to meet her model agency boss at 4pm .
My first pic ! ;D

Just styled my hair .

And my laopo was behind using com .

LOL .

After i smoke finish .

We went to take cab down city hall .

While on cab her boss called .

Say change meeting place .

Changed to Marina Square .

When we reach there .

We meet her boss at starbucks .

After that she get her pay .

We went to arcade and dance Para para and the guitar game .

I was noob in both game .

But i will train ! !

Baaas . ;x

I want win my laopo .

ROFL .

After arcade she went down Raffles City to meet her aunt .

Actually wanted to wash pictures out .

But end up we forget .

Went mos burger for our lunch/dinner . -_-

And laopo eyes was damn red .

The bloody eyes infection .

Then she moody .

Cause her eyes pain .

Then i also gek xim see her in pain . x.x

After that dunno wat to do .

She also dun want go home .

SO WE GO SMOKE SHEESHA ! :D

LOLOL !

Here's some pic of that stupid sheesha .ROFL .

There's too many pics to upload .

LOL .

so i only upload a few .

As u can see my hair cant stand 1 . -_-

LOL .

Totally different from the first pic .

Baaaaas .

Okay whatever .

After sheesha we cabbed to laopo ahma's house .

And had a stay over .

That's all for the day .

Then today will be a msn day with my laopo again .

Hope her eyes will recover soon . D:

See her like that so xin ku i also xin ku . T_T

Hais .

Count down of NS . 12 Days .

SIAN ! !

I DUN WANT GOOOOOOOOOO ~~~~~~~

AHHHHHH .

LOL .

LAOPO WHEN I IN NS U MUST TAKE CARE HOR !! D:

NS is like 2 years of jails . T_T

Sians .

Nothing to post alr .

Byes peeps .
Laopo ily many many many many !!!!!!!! ;D

2009-02-26T04:18:00.000-08:00

Today is a boring day ..
Woke up msn with my laopo for the whole day .
Sang songs .
Webcam not working .
Damn sian .
No money go out .
-_-
Tmr must meet my laopo !!
So miss her .
2 more weeks to my NS .
Must cheerish this 2 weeks with her before i go in .
Nothing else to post alr .
Bye all .
Laopo ily . ;D

2009-02-25T09:54:00.000-08:00

Wahahaha .
BLOG !!
LOL .
Today woke up at around 10am then fall back aslp till 1pm .
Then i called laopo see she's awake alr not .
And i went to play sims 2 while waiting for her to come my house meet me .
HAHAS .
It's damn lame lohs .
I chiong my character skills stats to max and find a job .
Then i need to max to the top of the job .
So ma fan 1 .
LOL .
Need so many friends .
Around 4+ laopo reach my place .
And she cook cornflakes pastry for me to eat . ;D
It was nice !
But a little too sweet .
Hahas .
Then after that i abit lazy to play .
Slack with laopo awhile .
And my grandma call me go eat dinner .
While eating dinner laopo was helping me playing .
LOL .
And guess wat she did to my character .
ROFL .
It turned to a gay . -_-
She go use my character to flirt another guy .
WTF . And they have WOOHOO .
ROFL !!!
After that her mom called .
Ask her to go her ahma house take drill .
Then we cab down there .
And cab back to her house .
Had dinner a nice dinner . ;D
Around 11.15 laopo pei me go wait bus .
Then the bus came around 11.40 .
That period i feel like gek-ing sai . LOL .
But bo bian .
Last bus already .
So had a 40mins ride .
And finally reached bukit timah .
Went to 7 11 buy cig .
And rush back home to gek my sai . LOL .
That's all for today .
Hahahas .
Bye all ! ;D
LAOPO WO AI NI ! xD

2009-02-24T07:22:00.000-08:00

Baaaaas .
Finally done with the template stuffs .
Wake up jiu starting editing alr till now .
Thanks laopo for helping me with the blogskins . ;D
Today was quite a boring day .
Morning around 10am i went to touch up and colour my tattoo .
Till around 11+ i called my laopo ask her if she's awake already .
Hahas .
And she told me yes .
LOL .
End up she went back to sleep .
Then i go meet up with my bros at specs shop .
Gonna buy a spec for ns .
And i went in i only keep looking at gucci spec .
LOL .
But also cant buy so expensive 1 .
Sians .
Then i bought a spec dunno wat brand 1 .
Around 150dollars .
Rofl .
After that we went to mac to have our lunch .
Sit in there talk cock sing song .
After that claud request to dance ddr .
So we went up to westmall arcade .
Since i also waiting for my laopo to reply my msg .
But after 1hour almost going 2 .
She finally reply me !
LOL .
She said she fall back aslp .
Baaaaas .
Then after ddr we went to smoke and slack awhile .
1 of my bro gonna rush down to bbdc for his bike lic .
So all go back home .
Reached home .
I called laopo to chat .
Then she ask me to go sleep . -_-
Today never meet dao her . T_T
Is sian de lohs !
I so misssssss her mannnnnnnnnn . .
OHH SO SADDDDDDD ~
LOL .
Then chatted awhile .
I guai guai listen to her .
And went to sleep .
That's all for today .
Hahas .
Now need go msn pei my darling talk ~
Byee ! ;D

Maureen tan shi yuan is my love !